Yoo hoo! Sunday morning rain is falling... Steal some covers share some skin.. Maroon 5's Sunday Morning on a Sunday morning..

Today's weather is somewhat very special.. Feels like I'm exactly at the top of Genting Highlands.. Winds blowing through my hair.. Chills coming up my spine.. And the coldness really makes me feel like pee-ing every 10 mins. Lol! Very nice weather.. so cold and chilly..

Well, once again, almost a month since I last posted huh? Damn man.. what has gone into me? Gettin' really lazy lately.. And well, of course, there's the connection to be blamed as well. Tee hee hee.. Hell streamy-x always causes problems.. making me not able to come online for more than a week!

Alright, just for some updates.. My sis's and dad's birthday just passed not long ago. Lynn's was on the 2nd May and Dad was on 3rd May. Haha! Don't ask me why their birthdays are right after one another.


Lynn's Birthday 2006




That's Lynn's birthday cake.. her friend bought it for her, and well, gave it to her at 12am sharp on her birthday. How sweet right...  It wasn't the best cake I've eaten but it was still pretty good.. =)





From left, that's Dad, Lynn, Me and Mom. We had the cake around like 10 something at night.. coz I had my Chemistry tuition from 8pm - 10pm. And all hadda wait for meeeeeeeeee......... Hehe!





We're like closest huh? One of the happiest picture I took with Lynn..





Sorry.. Interuption of story for a minute! But do you guys noticed that I've became darker????? I practically look so tanned in pictures now.. Especially for that I'm wearing white..   Netball has got to be blamed for this!! Played netball for the school and this is what I got in return.. Damnn...


Okay back to where we were...





That's Nick and Lynn.. Lovely couple.. ^^

And later, we do the typical stuffs.. We sing the birthday song, Lynn makes a wish, blows the candle, cuts the cake and voila!

WE EAT THE CAKE!


Dad's Birthday 2006

Like I mentioned, dad's birthday was just the day after Lynn's. And we have another cake...





Looks cool huh? Its a Mango Cheese Cake.. Well I didn't eat it cos I don't fancy cheese cakes.. although I do eat cheese. Haha!





There you have it.. another family photo. =)  The same thing as Lynn's Birthday, we ate the cake after dinner around like 9-10 something at night.





And noww.....





Blow upon the wishing candle dad!! May all your wishes do come true.. =)


And lastly, a picture of me and Lynn together..





Tee hee heee!!!   Birthdays make me happy! Although it's not mine, but I'm still happy! Well apart from the buying gifts and becoming broke part.. Lol!

Till the next update.. I shall go revise my work now.. ^^


Yours truly,
Cheryl, hell screwed for mid year's exams.

Morning sleepy heads! Public holiday today huh? Prophet Mohammad's birthday.. So no school, no need to wake up freaking early... ahhhh.... Amazing... What could be better?

Anyway, I've thought everything over. If ya'll read my previous post, u'll know what I'm blabbing about now.

I finally know what I truly feel now.. I was WRONG before. I guess it was just some misinterpretaion of feelings. Weird I know, but well yeah SHIT HAPPENS....

So yeah, my bad, I was WRONG. This is not the typical excuse that you think it is. I mean it for real, I was REALLY WRONG. =)

I love the way it is now, it's all good. I don't think and plan to have any changes to it, cos its cool this way. ^^

So dear friends, please, and please, you may now stop bugging me asking who and all cos it's just all some mistakes. So no need to continue asking, that would help alot. =)


At Genting...

Last month, that is March, my sis, Lynn, Nick and I went to Genting just for a short trip. We went to the karaoke in Genting, called Be A Star! Lol!





That's us.. in the karaoke place..





Woooohhh! KARAOKE.. HERE WE COME!!





Okay this picture really makes me laugh. Just check out the expressions on our faces! Lol! Million-dolar expressions mannn....


 


Well I coudln't recall what song we were singing for this part.. but oh well, predictable that it's surely an EMO song...

I think we're ready to be MALAYSIA'S NEXT IDOL!!! Hahahh!





That's us outside getting some fresh air... Finished the karaoke session and heading back to the First World Plaza...


Right.. that's bout it.. Oh hang on... it's my dear friend's birthday today!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEWIN!!!! 


Hope you love the MP4 we got u!! =) 

Will be heading to Pyramid later, so gotta finish up all my homework now.. Sighh.... Till then, take care all!


Yours truly,
Cheryl, doomed for mid year's exam.

When do you give a smile? Many would say, "when I'm happy". But I insist on learning it the better way now. So I chose to answer, "Everytime".

Smiling is a very simple thing to do, even babies are able to do so. But right behind the mask, the question appointed is, "How sincere is the smile?"

I have been tyring to understand the real meaning of life, not scientifically but mentally. If you would open your Biology or Science book, they would elaborate "life" into many ways such as in life, we humans respire, perspire, eat, sleep, think, move.. yada yada yada...

I'ld say bullshit...


There are so many things and most importantly, the main criteria of life, which are not taught to us in school nor by our parents. For whether they are left as question marks for the rest of our lifves, or for us to find out on our own, the decision is in our own hands.

For what I've learnt so far, a smile is simply proven to be the key to happiness, not only to ourselves, but to others as well.

Recently, many things happened around me. From school, to friends, to family and to love. Undoubtedly, I learnt a few important keys of life from these incidents.

I was, at one period, feeling down, moody and lost, not knowing if I belonged to this place. But all I tried to do was to avoid the problems I was facing, put on a happy mask with a fake smile in front of everyone, rather than to have the problem solved. Since I wasn't much of a "problem-sharer", I would comfort myself and say, "It's okay. Everything would be okay in a few days time. Just don't think about it and it'll be cool, Cheryl."

Well what d'ya know?

It worked once in a while for certain situations. Well actually, it worked for almost all the times. So for that particular case, I knew it worked again, because I was off the moody mode and back to my broad smiling life.

But on one morning on my way to school in the old worned out school bus, where the sky was still dark as if it was 10pm, I came to a moment of silence upon myself, stopped daydreaming, and wondered if my problems were actually solved?

I was finding many ways and reasons to deny the answer, but it was just undeniable. My problems were never solved, never. Not till I insist it to be solved.

So from then on, I decided to stop the car I was riding on all these while, and head for a U-turn to another path of life, the right path of life.

Problems are never solved unless you put your mind to solve it. Avoiding problems are what the weakest ones would do. I was one of them, but not anymore. How do I prove myself right you may ask?

I know this, because I am ready to face problems, and have problems to be solved. I will never again, put on a mask and avoid the problems.

So, there I was, knowing what I should do next; solve my left-behinded problems instantly. I figured out hard day and night, trying to find the cause that had been pulling me down beneath Earth. It was hard and scary to face the problems, but I knew that was I must, and should have done a long time ago.

After having my problem solved, I felt great as ever. Although the endings may never always turn out like what I wanted them to be, it's all cool. Cos I know I can never change fate. Since I can't have it that way, why be sad over things that I can't own? I might as well live along a happy life, and happily earn what I want to own in the future.

Fight problems before the problems fight you. I shall and must practice this from now on throughout my life, cos this is going to help me go far in life.


What happened in school today?

There are the four of us good friends. For my close friends and regular readers, you should know the "four". One of us was feeling terribly horrible and felt that life was against her, while the other three of us were very happy and practically smiling and laughing all day long. We knew there was a problem crawling higher and higher among us, but we always only tried to do was to ask about the problem, and never tried to solve the problem.

So there we were, all four avoiding the problem. This was going on for a pretty long time, and things weren't much in control. Things were alright at one blink of an eye, and at the next blink, things started to be in deep shit.

This sorrow and sadness was going on too long, we were very worried and also honestly on the other hand, we were pretty close on giving up. But that is not the way as we all know. So we decided to have a talk with her. Sadly to find out, she said it was hard getting along with us nowadays, and she always couldn't find things to say to us. This is when the question, "What is the cause of you feeling that way towards us?" was appointed to her.

However, round and round.. we were still stuck in the circle, having the question being repeated over and over again with no answers, or probably just an "I dunno" answer.

We had no choice but to stop our conversation, and all went back to our respective classes. Towards end of school, I could see she was feeling better, a lot happier. For whether it was real or not, I wasn't too sure.

But my curiousity was answered around the late afternoon today when I got back from school. A sms from her, saying she knew the real cause of the problem. I was glad she felt better and that now the problem is solved, things should get better.

I was really proud of her that she dared to face the problem, instead of just putting it aside and avoiding it like what she was doing all these while. With that braveness, she managed to find the cause and most importantly, solved all problems. What could be better? =)

So you see..,  fight problems before problems fight you.



Is "this" love possible?

Ever since I last gave my love and had it all broken in the end, I started to learn so much about love. Not forgetting, getting very fed up of it as well.. Haha! I felt that it wasn't necessary for me at this time and at this age, cos I believe that nothing lasts forever at this age after what I've gone through. Whether or not my perspective will change in future, I have yet to know.

Since then, I did not concentrate on love anymore. I paid almost no attention to all these while my other besties were still drowning in the sea of love. =) So, imagine this, me, the black sheep of the group. Lol!

After my last relationship that I had, I told myself and my besties that I will not get into a new relationship until I finish Form 5. I meant it for real and I was serious about it. I ignored all the love things and everything...

I'm not trying to be all old-fashioned or kolot or anything la.. but just that.. you know.. I had enough of all those and decided that its time to take a long break away from all those love stuffs.

My words of not having the next relationship till end of Form 5 lasted pretty long I would say..

Right now, I know I have this feeling towards someone. Whether it is like or love, I'll leave that for you to decide and guess. But on the same hand, I'm not quite sure if what I'm feeling is right, whether if these feelings I'm having are what you call love in the LOVE LOVE way or the love for a good friend kind of way.

Previously all these while, I never doubted my feelings and I certainly know for sure what kind of feelings they were. I never had doubts. But this time, it is different. Very different.

There are also a lot of questions in my head, if these feelings are for real, would this love be possible? There are many other aspects to think about, to consider and to view. As much as I want my questions to be answered, but it is just not the time. I know that for real alright... =)

Okay okay... I dunno what the heck got into me today.. but I'm blogging so much, TOO much, that I'm actually telling you guys about LOVE........


OMG!


>.<"!



I know clearly that after my friends read this post, they'll start asking,

"Who? Who?? Who is that Cheryl?"

"OMG CHERYL!!!! So good friend also never tell ah.... Who lah weii...?"


And so on.... Well its quite predictable already. But just to let ya'll know, I won't send the answers till its the right time, and only I know when IS the right time. Haha!

So if you guys still insist to question me, I have no worries, I'm prepared to face the questions for I dared to post about this... although the answer would be left as blank for now.. Tee hee hee....

So, is this love possible? I highly doubt so.. but shall be continued...... ^^


Till then, love ya'll always! Have a great day ahead, see ya!


Yours truly,
Cheryl, trying to change for the better.. ^^

Morning morning morning!!  I can pretty much bet everyone would still be in bed at this time considering its a Sunday today.. =)

And guess what??

I decided to quit blogging, and shut my blog down.. Cos you see my dear friends, I have no time for blogging nowadays, and I'm always running out of things to blog about.. So.... all in all, I decided to QUIT BLOGGING!





























APRIL FOOL!!!!!!!


Whhheeeeeee......!! Hehehehe!

So okay, I'm a day late.. so what? Ne ne ne bu bu!! It's still april for me! Hehee! Darn man.. any of ya'll got fooled yesterday on April Fool's Day?

Well you know what?

I did.

Damn it... >.<!

I was helping out in my dad's shop at Summit yesterday, then I received a SMS from my dear friend, Jian. Saying this........

"Why did you give my hp number to someone else? If u dont want to msg me anymore, just say so, dun have to pass my no. around!!"

.................... *shocked*


I was like... "what the hell? what happened??"

I replied him instantly and claimed that I didn't do such a thing and asked what was he talking about....

Like 2 minutes later..... Jian called.

*Ahem* He asked me to read the bloody sms again... Hell man... What an April Fool joke! Way below the sms it had "Panic? Relax... APRIL FOOL!!"..