...cause it makes me happy.

It feels good, cos it helps me lift a heavy burden off my chest at most times in less than 24 hours. ngeeeeeeeeeeh. 


As much as I want to update about Interact's I.U. Night, but sadly I don't have many pictures with me.

In my camera, got less than 5 photos.


Yes, I didn't camwhore.

Unlike khookhoo, she's got more of the photos. So, till I steal the videos and pics from khookhoo, just give a liiiil more patience. =)

I know ya'll are gonna miss me,   *ahem* soooooooo...

*ngeeeeeeeh *  ya'll shall dream of me tonight. muaahah.

Yours truly,
Cheryl, Gwen Stefani's Sweet Escape is stuck in my head. Wuuuhoooo, yiiiiihooooooo!

From the usual times when my media player list was so long that I always had trouble looking for the song I wanted, this time, it only had one, and only one in it. Goodbye To You, by Michelle Branch.

And I let it repeat for 38 times throughout the whole night.

Goodbye To You, by Michelle Branch.

"Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
Tears form behind my eyes,
But I do not cry,
Counting the days that pass me by"

I'm so tired of all the bullshit. I just want to get away from all of it. I told myself that I'm strong, and I'm brave enough, and so I do not cry.

But that night, from my eyes, it just fell like rain. The night felt longer than any other usual nights.

It felt though as if it took 30 minutes to pass just one miserable minute. And there, I realised I've been counting the days that passed me by.

"I've been searching deep down in my soul,
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old,
It feels like I'm starting all over again"

Every single time when I know I moved on, I'll get a beep the next day. There, I see you, and I hear you.

I still love you, you said. As much as I know I loved it, but those words are starting to get old. It just feels like everything's starting all over again. And it'll end, all over again.

"Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
The one thing that I tried to hold on to,
The one thing that I tried to hold on to"

I did not ask for diamonds, nor did I ask for gold.
I did not ask for expensive treats, accessories or things just so I feel pampered.
I did not ask for 24 hours every 7 days.

All I asked, was a lil' more of your concern. Your love. And your time. It's silly how a short and simple message like "Hey, I miss you." would bring a smile across the face.

Sometimes, a simple hello means more than the deep three words of "I love you".

I guess this should be it. The time of waving everything I knew, everything including you, goodbye. For you were the one I gave my love to, and it seemed as though it was merely unappreciated. And that was the one thing I tried to hold on to.

"And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,
But I'm not giving in this time"

It's a stooopid, horrendous feeling. Where I want everything. Everything to start all over, seeing us together again, hand in hand, heart to heart.

But it's also where, I want nothing. Nothing because I know the ending. The same old one. It's though as if history is repeating. Nothing because there aren't any changes, and it's all still the same. And so, it'll lead to the same ending.

It hurts. I'm tired. I'm fed up.

I don't know how much, but you said you want me. I want you, but I'm just not giving in this time. Not this time. Not like this.

"Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
The one thing that I tried to hold on to,
The one thing that I tried to hold on to"

I cannot lie that my heart kept looking for you the whole night. I walked out the door alone. The first sight of you in my eyes then, was you, holding her arms.

You left. And perhaps sometimes, waving goodbye would mean more than kissing goodbye.

And that my dear, was enough to leave a cut. A cut to remember.

My tagboard is being spammed by huahua, Bay and saruokai.

-.-

Damnnn gay man the fight. Tagboard war man.

And I 101% agree with daqiang, that the winner is the one who shuts up first.

Woihhh.. seriously. Stop gay fighting already lah.. so childish. And, did I mention that it's gay? So if you dont wanna be gay, then stop spamming and arguing. ngeeeeeh.

Argue some more, I block your IP address only you know.

Bay, you're the man lah. Apologised and shushed.

Bahahahaa.

Ish.


Tomorrow's Seafield's Interact's IU Night.

I'm so excited! But I feel so stressed up, and tension, I just don't know why. It's as if it's like my IU man.

Brenda called me up, and told me allllll the stuffs she and the club is facing now. And I couldn't help feeling worried and tension for Brenda and her committee.

I can't sleep, till now. Urgggh. Dammit.

I pray for a great success tomorrow night, that everything goes well for the Interactors and for everyone else.

Best of luck, Interactors!


Yours truly,
Cheryl, GOD SHALL ANSWER MY PRAYERS.  ngeeeeeh. =)

Gilerr lah.

194 pangkor photos.

I'm not posting all up lah zomg. About 30 perhaps. Almost 200 pics, but less than 30 has me in it. Nyiahaha.. a photographer's life. I like.

I guess the pictures are gonna do the talking this time.


PANGKOR DAY 1

The journey to the jetty at Lumut was longer than we thought. A lil camwhoring in the car killed the boredom for a moment.

I can swear to you, almost everyday I'm drinking coffee. That was during lunch at Bidor, before reaching Lumut.

The weather was surprisingly dammmmnn hot, considering that week was pretty much of a rainy season.

Wheeee~!

Offf we go....!

Sitting just right at that spot, I actually got tanner.

-.-

Yessss! We finally arrived!

When I got off the hotel bus, I heard some funky singings welcoming us guests.

I turned and looked towards the voices and omg...

the girls looked half naked. I dont know why the shit I was sooo tension, that I kept repeating and bugging my sister but she couldn't hear me,


"woihhh woihh woihh.. they wearing nothing inside ah? omg damn thin the cloth.. like can fly off man. zomgggggg... "


bahahaha. it's not like they were wearing bikinis or smth also, tension for shits, dont ask me why.

We were all pretty excited to hit the beach and go swimming and all. But our luggages arrived much later.. so we just chilled in the hotel rooms.

The moment we got our luggages...

yesss lahhh!

Swimming yo!

Haven't swam in a decade man. Seriously. And no, I didn't drown.

Okay lah, I admit I MIGHT, MIGHT have got my nose stucked with chlorine water on my first try swimming with the frog style.

Shush.

Ooo ooo! There was this cute hornbill-feeding thing in front of the pool. The hornbills look so adorable man, though they seriously don't look like real birds at all.

Look like plastic birds. Lol.


We went out for dinner, took the hotel cab to Pangkor Town. That costed us like RM34 for transportation. Tsk tsk tsk.

On our way out to the town,

Dammit man.

Waited soooooo freaking long. Road block was due to this huge big 100 years old tree, was growing in the middle of the road.. the huge trunk stuck in the middle of the road.. and they wanted to take out the whole tree which I don't know how, but yeah.

Ahhhhhh, omg. The whole village kecoh.



PANGKOR DAY 2

A nice hot cup of coffee to start the day bright. And oh, with shivering hands too. bahh..

Coffee everyday I told you. Fullstop.

After breakfast in the hotel room, we decided to take a lil walk outside.

And......

....little did we know,

xD! ZOMG! Total monyets = 11 !!!

I love this picture! I love the view... it's like, so peaceful. I love being the photographer. heee. =)

We played and exercised quite alot in Pangkor too you know..

Yeamann! Table tennis yo ho ho!

Damn fun man ping pong. I shall play more, then I can smash and trash people. muahaha =)

Lynn, Nick and I played foooos too. Ahh alah, we got trashed by Nick. Boring man play with Nick, all the techniques and skills all.

Only me and Lynn play means, whack only. Score already then gaya lah. Glamour. =)

Not forgetting, we also played pool!! Yeaman, this is more like my game. I can shoot balls in okay, don't look down.

hoho~ bahahaa.

In the evening,

...with my daddddy! =)

Kayaking is quite tiring man. Doing it for a long period of time, your arms'll feel a lil sour.

We went quite deep, and we wanted to measure the depth of the sea with the kayak sticks. So dad and I shoved the stick down into the sea...

...and we almost tuppled over.

xD!

There were sooooo many 'ang mos' in Pangkor during our trip cos of the wedding function there.

The bride's a Malaysian, the groom's an Australian.

aaaahh.. so romantic right have wedding dinner by the beach!

I want to be proposed by the beach, holding a beuatiful big bouquet of roses, having the man of my life kneeling down gently holding my hands and on his palm, a beautiful diamond ring.

Muahaahahaha. Tsk tsk. So dramatic.

Yeap. Once again, we took the hotel cab, which actually is a pink van. Burned another RM34 for transportation. BUT..

..at least dinner was yummy. Damnnn good seafood.



PANGKOR DAY 3


It's our last day here, which means it's check out day!

Before we left, we took some photos together with nice views and all. Like the greens, gardens, by the beach, family photos and yeah. Okay lah, in other words, we camwhored lah. Bahh.

 

I got a hornbill feather on my head! I plucked it out from its body and made it fly reaaaaalll high away. Muahahaa.

This happens to be our very first family photo throughout the whole trip.

Black vs White. LOL.

Pangkor's number 1 advertisement mannn...!

You may laugh at it, but I know you secretly think it's coool. Like Brian. Bahaaha xD
 

And you wanna see what's cooler???

Okay let's try it at the sea.

...ohh ohh.. and at the garden..!

Ahahahaaha! =D  zoMYfreakingGOD! This is damnn funky man..! Heeee. See Lynn!

And you've not seen the Best Jump of The Year....

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!


Check out the hair man... I look like I got electrocuted! Who can do a better herkey than that at that moment lahh right.. =P


Aaah.

After all the jumping and camwhoring, we packed everything and time to leave!

Daddy & I. <3

After we took our ferry back to Lumut, we got in our cars and headed for Ipoh. The place known for the bessssst white coffee! And lots of good food!

No, we didn't stay at Syuen's Hotel. We just stopped by for a while. For a reason.

Okay lah okay lahh, yes lah. We needed to pee. BADLY.

Hahah, so what? Hotel toilets are the best. =)

The white coffee there at Ipoh was awesome. It's the best coffee I ever drank in my life. Even Starbucks also kalah man.



Yours truly,
Cheryl, I feel like jumping more!