My most sincere and deepest condolences to Azizul, a Form 3 student in my school, son of Puan Sumaliza.

Although I don't know him well at all, but I feel very sorry for what had happened to him.

It is very sad to see him leave at such a young age. There're so much more to be experienced in this world, yet he didn't had the chance to.


I met him once, and talked to him only once. And that was during my Leo Club's Interview session for the new incoming board.

He attended.

He was a really cheerful guy, a very happy and hyperactive one. Although we didn't know much about him then, but we thought that he was very friendly.







Sometimes people sail away.

Some return home.

Some don't.

After I heard of the awful news, it just hit me hard.. that things people say like..

what if tomorrow never comes?
shit happens?
treasure what you have?
love while you can?
love your life when you still have one?
you'll never know what might happen tomorrow?

.....all these might actually be true.

They are true.


What if tomorrow really never comes? And you never really gotten the chance to say goodbye to your loved ones? To say you love them? To let them know how much they actually mean to you?

We often receive these sort of chain letters or chain emails.. Always asking to send to a certain number of people or not you will receive bad luck.

That is bullshit.

But this is not.

I am not writing a chain letter here. I am just saying what hit my mind, and that I thought it is important to let everyone know

..how much they mean to me..
..how much they have done for me..
..how much I love them all..
..how much I appreciate them by my side..
..how much my life had been better having them around

.....all of those... just so if tomorrow never comes.


If you still have a life, live it to the full. It is not only important to treasure what you have, but also what you are.


I just feel that I really want my parents to know how much they mean to me.

Mom, although I might often talk back at what you say, or we argue at times, but you mean everything to me, and you brought me to this world. I'm so very sorry for the hurtful things I have done or said to you. I wouldn't be here without you, I love you Mom.


Dad, although I do feel that we aren't as close compared to when I was a little girl, and that I might have done things that you didn't like, I apologise sincerely. There are things you said to me that were really hurtful. Honestly, they still lay in my heart, but I do not hate you for that. I have to admit, it really left a scar, and I could still cry when I think about it. But no matter what, you are my father, and I am your daughter. I love you, and that's something that will never change.


My dearest sister/jiejie, Lynn, you mean the world to me. Having you to be in Philippines just for 4 days was already killing. I miss having someone to talk to in the house. I miss cracking lame jokes with you. I miss sharing stories with you. Then I thought to myself, "Heck I'm missing so many things." But then again, no.  I miss you. Although we are 6 years apart, but I've never felt the huge gap ever in my life. You are more than just a sister to me. There are so much to talk about you, but most importantly, I love you and I wanna let you know that I have always looked up to you.


Nick, thank you for all the times you have helped me. I apologise if there were times I made you annoyed. I thank you for those times you put up with my attitude that you might not have liked it at all. You mean a lot to me too, and I'm thankful to have to know you. I wish Lynn and you would have eternal happiness.


To my dear friends, every one of you. It would too long to list allllllllllllllllll of the names out, but just to name dearly a few.

Michelle & Brenda, you guys are awesome. Although I tell you both I love you almost everyday, but here's to not miss a chance, I love you guys. Thanks for always being there whenever things go wrong for me. Tripod, it is. Enough said.

Tim, you mean hell a lot to me, you know it. You're way more than a great friend, and I thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Sometimes I might get on your nerves, or I might be annoying to you, I don't know, but if so, I'm really sorry... and I've never hated you for the things you do or did. And please stop saying that I wouldn't care even if you were dead. I love you Tim.


Becky, you rock my world. Although there was a period of time where we barely talked, but I'm glad we are anyhow still good friends. And that I want you to know that every thing I have said and done to or for you is sincerely from my heart. There wasn't a single time I would be unsincere to you. Love you Becky!


Gillie.. although you're in Aussie, don't worry, I never had forgotten you one bit at all. You still stay in my heart always, I miss you very much. I really hope to see you soon again, and I love you babe.


Gerard & James, I love you both too. You two can make my day up anytime and there will never be fun without the two of you. The retarded things we do together... I can never forget them.


Dao Wei, I already mentioned how much you meant to me in my previous post on your birthday. But yes budd, I love you and thanks for everything. Really everything.


Jian, you've been a great friend and although you have left our class, we never forgotten about you. You might be really horny and everything, but ahah yeah.. thanks for the times you supported me, love you Jian!


Jewin, Nithi, Ikhwan, Ozri and to every other of my dearest friends, I love all of you, you people are a bunch of wonderful creations of God. I'm thankful to have met and know all of you. Even if I didn't mentioned your name out, it doens't means I have forgotten or I do not care. If you know in your heart that you are a friend of mine, then my message is already sent across to you.


I thank God for giving me this life, a life that I could live with. I love God, and I know He loves me too.

That's why I am here.





Yours truly,
Cheryl, Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes